(CLAY)
Never even thought to cry
When I heard you say good-bye
Never said where you were going
There's no laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere 
And so much left unspoken
Since you've been goneI haven't been the same
I wish that I could see
Who's to blame 
Chorus :
Without you, where do I belong?
Without you, how can I go on?
No love but yours will ever do
Tell me how am I supposed to live my life without you? 

(KIM)Was I lost in you and me
To the point I couldn't see
That what we had was dying
Now it's all that I can do 

(TOGETHER) To see photographs of you
And stop myself from cryin'
I should learn to live without your love
(TOGETHER) Got so many memories, but it's not enough 

(TOGETHER) Repeat Chorus 
(CLAY) I feel helpless and oh so all alone
(KIM)Ooh Like I've never felt before
(KIM) You made me feel alive (ooooh in background sung by clay)
(TOGETHER) But I don't remember what it's like anymore 
Repeat Chorus

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i hate this com!!!!!!! bloody...just now i type so much lor..then got internal error..all my things gone!!!

anyway, i was saying about the formal wear on saturday for mrs ong de farewell party...yah..then formal= skirt, no denim, dress rite?! hai..HUGE PROBLEM! a) me skirt all denim de b) i hate wearing skirt! haha..so now what?! haha..so i go search my sis and my wardrobe..found two lor..then i ask my mum which one nicer she say both not nice...hai..she ask me go buy DRESS!!! sorta liek sun dress like that lahx...those kind wear in beach de..hai..maybe i go see see with her lor...see, i so good..XP...haha...siao...

yupx..actually just now i type longer de..but i lazy lor..so now short and sweet..haha..i better go do homework le...cause i cant afford any more late nights..i am feeling giddy almost everytime lor..haix...so adios!! ahahah..diaox...there better be no internal error this time round...

@ 4:49 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

haha..guess where i am now?! in sch library! hahah..u got that correct rite!? hehe..anyway..i continue from just now.. i was going to say something bout the formal farewell party on sat..

hmm...oh yah, we have to wear formal lorx..then formal= dress/skirt(dun laugh!)?! no denim!! haix...my skirt all denim de..so i have zero..then i go and dig my sis and my own wardrobe...found two skirt..one knee length and one abit shorter than knee length..then hor..i anything lor..so just wear lor..but need a top onli..but thats okay..so i ask my mum which one nicer? she say all not nice lor! she ask me go buy!!!! can you believe it?! parent(her) asking child (me) to go and buy skirt?!!!! amazing..haha..so now i still thinking..hahah...kk..i better go do homework le lor...cause my body is starting to have "peaceful demostration" to my late nite liaox..it's like now right, i will get giddy once in a short while or when i move too fast..haix..so i blog, hopefully, tomorrow..adios!

@ 4:41 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

hahah..now is gp period...actually its for those who havent finish their powerpoint presentation to hurry up and finish de..but, my grp finish doing and presenting le so now is like free time to roam aka surf..huurray!!! in abt 6 minutes time, i m going to go for the econs quiz..i think 04A4b (my class) is the only one with everyone going..haha..so i think me and grace will haev to go on stage and take the prize le..hahax..diaox

last night went geksan house to do the farewell gift for mrs ong..haha..had lotsa fun!! maryann, me, geksan, sivan and cynthia! hhahaha..i miss them lots and lots...we talked and gossiped lots...it's kinda good to be back with them cause in jc its like always very independent..even though u had fun with your friends, its just sumhow different (no offence SCG!)...it's like with sivan they all hor..i always kinda get 'bullied' by them..they give me the feeling that i m like a "little sister"..haha...yea..anyway, i did the gift thingy till around 8+ then my mum called and i have to go home..left cyn and san..hai...

no time le..continue tomorrow...haha..my com is on the way to recovery!!!!!!


@ 12:03 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

heyo! now i in school library le..yesterday my mum called a guy she knows from one of the shop under my block to go up and check my computer..do you know what was wrong with it?! it got virus lor!! hMph! thats why cant go internet..kaox..i hate that bloody virus..haha..so, me my bro and my sis are suppose to save all our important documents before he come and repair it..haix..it's gonna take two days lor!! so sad...but "short pain better than long pain right"(pls direct translate to chinese)?! haha..so maybe in two days time, u can see me happily bloggin at 11 plus lah!!

haha..yesterday was PW de mock assesment..then very fun but malu-ing too...mr nandwani came and ask me what i m in charge of..then i say history of plastic surgery..then he ask me if i m onli doing that..i say yah..then he was so shocked and asked me why i do so little thingy onli?! hahaha...then ingrid, my heroine, came to me rescue..she told him that other than history of plastic surgery, i m also doing the trends of US..which i am k?! not bluff de ah..so after that he went through the survey with us and bravo! we are done..nxt week is the real assesment le..hai...hope everyting will go went..*twist my fingers*

and then after pw got peer counselling..suppose to report at 4.40 de..but our pw assesment ends at around 4plus..then i nv go straight after that lor..so i satyed behind wait for grace..in the meantime, me, heli and a grp of gals(ie ingrid, fazilah, betty, bernice, liyao,yuting,weilin) all came together sat down and tell lame jokes..so funny!! he li is the funniest lor..hahah...thanks peeps! helped me release stress...

anyway, about the grace tingy rite? i think i am okie with it le..haha..i m always like that..like me moan and grumble when i m angry, when everyting is over, i will be okay de..thanks son! thanks bernice! if the thing happen again, i promise i will calmly and nicely de go talk to her! yup! XP..hahah...

then ystd slept at 2 cause i was doing chinese hw..sadness..haha..then i suddenly feel so giddy lor..hai..maybe cause i nt enugh slp ba..hai..okie...now still feeling unwell..okiex, thats it for tuesday...

today ar...nothing much le..but i very siao siao today..hahaha...then miss tang say my hand-writing very unique and cute..she marked my paper once and can remember the writing le..hehe..of course mahx..i m unique so naturally my handwriting also..hehe...

then nothing much le lahx..later go home have to do maths and do chinese..i will jiayou de! then i m going to watch last sat de fruit basket! then last week and ystd de smallville!! hehe..hao le..me go help charissa and ingrid do GP presentation le..its tomorrow lor!!! AHHHH!!!! hahaha...tonight still have to go do the board for mrs ong..hai..busy life..when can i stop?!

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AHHH!!! me and my mum took abt one hour to catch one stick lizard!! we even took out the sliding door at the kitchen!! ewww..haha..actually i nv catch lahx..i just scream and scream whenevr the lizard run away and whenever i spot it...my mum finally killed it with my sisters shoe!! *phew* but dont tell her k?! she will freak out de..hehe..

@ 7:25 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

heheh..now in sch library hogging the com..heheh..going home soon lahx...so let me blog about today before i go home..all my internet fault if nt i can go home and blog lor...hahah...

ok, today for pe rite? we learnt the "all star" dance lor..kaox..nv long say..i go and bring my shoes, my towel, my undergarment and everything..all ready for soccer in the muddy field..do you know how heavy those things are!! URGH! haha..then today no PW lecture so econs was pushed forward...so in the end lessons ended at 2.10 instead of 3.40..haha..but no difference..now 4.17pm le..i still in school..haha..naughty sia..if my mum know..she will sure kill me...

tomorrow have pw evaluation..i gt the feeling that my grp is very very unprepared but just now when i sit down with ber to check what we have and what was needed in the GPF...it seems that we almost have everything! hmm...i just hope, pray and cross my fingers that the evaluation will go well tomorrow...hai..for the next 2-3 weeks right...i m going to have lotsa PW meeting..there's one this thursday, another one next thursday, then another one on the 10th of august, another one on 12th of august..hai..stress sia..but i hope mygrp will follow this schdule lor..cause like that de hua4 our written report de first draft will be out 1 wk before the due time..i will jia you de!!!

my pimple is still there..feel like going for facial lor..hehe..cause can slp there and i have a VALID reason..cause when i slp at home rite, the onli reason is i m tired..but when i slp during facial time hor, i can sae i gt nuthing to do when i m having facial so slp lor..u gt my drift? eh..if you dun then nvm..i tink deep..diaox..hahah...

hao le..i go see if charissa done le mahx..and i think i better go do chinese or maths homework le..heli and ber, i updated my blog!!! hehehe...feel so proud XP!

@ 4:15 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

heyo! today is the MAD flagday..mine is at tampinese...quite fun de wor..i paired with charissa but left fazilah alone! sorry!! XP..but i very tired now..then i still have chinese havent do..i owe liu laoshi so many homework!! hai..lao shi dui bu qi!! later i go do my chinese compre...try lahx..but if i too tired i slping de ah...

anyway..yesterday was the MAD day training..very fun lor..got to meet new people and play old games like "pepsi cola one two three" aka "squares"..haha..then this guy from HCJC quite handsome lor..he looks like wilson from my OG grp in SRJC...but taller, tanner and suai-er..haha..his name is clarence=P..hahah...getting kind of boy mad again..

yesterday was also NYJC de parents' meeting day! haha..all my results combine together spell the words "BE FED"..haha...interesting rite?! i got D for maths, F for econs, B for chinese, E for geo and gp..yeh...then mr nandwani told me to perserve so that i can see better results..and he also told me that maybe my studying method for econs and geo not really correct..hmm..must go and reflect reflect abit le..haha..but then mr nandwani told my dad that i have a gd attitude lahx..nothing bad..*phew* mr nandwani quite gd sia..he told me even though my gp and geo and econs suc..but i still have my chinese and maths to be proud cause my maths got 84percentile and chinese 76percentile..then he told me i shld be proud that i beat those who take fmaths de in maths 9233..that gave me an encouragement lor..hahah...i will work hard for my other subjects de!!!

hao le..go do chinese le..if not late i sure fall aslp de..haha...



@ 11:30 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

stupid com! still nt working.hai..cannot blog at home lor..so i writing down on paper and transferring them up here in school..ahah...like bernice and heli say de..i am showing signs of addiction!! haha..true lahx huh?!

today stayed back with charissa after chinese to do gp project..feel so accomplished lor..haha..then today school quite normal lahx..laugh alot..hehe...

tomorrow's parents' day de neh!! hai..so scary...i hope mr nandwani dont "scold" me man! hai...i hope i am one of the 22 that pass 2AO and 1 A lor..cause i know my GP sure guarantee chop fail de..hai...

hao le ..i better go le..cause tomorrow got the MAD day training at 9pm..hai...anyway, i sick lor..go flu..and then i got a HUGE and i mean HUGE pimples growing on my cheek!! so suay..hai..turn ugly liaox..haha..kk..wish me get well soon k?! i miss my com!!! internet hurry up and ok hao mahx?!

@ 11:00 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

am i petty aka xiao qi or what? help me judge k?

I'm pretty pissed with grace lor..she's a CT rep too (she's not a ASST CT rep k?)...but she nv help me do much things lor...she nv help me collect parents' day form..nv help me "design" the class contact ring(first time round)..she's always late..so when theres meeting of the ct reps in the morning i go etc..u get the story lahx..what really sparked and pissed me off was today..saturday is parents' day rite? so mr nandwani came up with the time slot thing for everyone...then everyone have to check their timeslot and sign..so liyao and eileen parents cant make it on their allocated timeslot..so obviously we help them swoop rite? since its easier for us  and we have all the peeps the timeslot with us..WRONG!!! i have to do the calling, the sms-ing and everything!! kaox..then mr nandwani came and ask us abt the timeslot tingy so i tell him lahx..then she just stand there and nod and nod and say "yah, we'll do it"..as if..i did all of that lor..hmph..
then thats not all..saturday and sunday we got the mad day tingy..so we need to print the cip form and find the teacher to pass it to her..obviously those people involve de shld go rite?! WRONG!! she say we go ahead...cause she want to do her geography essay! Excuse me, i also have geo essay to do lor..u r not the only one..and i shld be going home de lor..since no geo!!! hmph..bloody hell..then nvm..we go find lor..but u noe what?! she go library do geo for awhile and then after that she go read 8days!! urgh!!!
kaox..she's a CT rep but she do the minimal thingy and then she gt the same cca point as me!! then shes always late for school..she say she no motivation! what no motivation?! arent lectures motivation enugh?! then after that she nv come i have to lend her my notes to copy..to take her notes for her...she say she's tired! but i am even more tired lor..why? cause she sleep earlier than me lor..i slp like 4.5hrs on average per day!! she got say thank you lahx..but it's like when say too much it means nuthing le..hai..

so am i too petty?! tell me k? cause i really dunno what to do..leave a msg at my tag board? thanks..

p/s: jerold, this is wat i am so pissed with on thursday!
p/s: i feel so much better after writign this out..

@ 11:56 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

heyo! hmm..today quite fun...even though got maths assignment and tedious 3D trigo..haha..maybe its because i slept early yesterday so everything seems much better and brighter! hehe..therefore, i hereby conclude that a gd night sleep, contributes to a better and brighter tomorrow! Lame..*smiles*

today's racial harmony day..not much difference from a normal wednesday..it just that today people are allowed to wear traditional costume! hehe..have a mini "performance" during assembly..but not very nice..not as nice as deyi de..or maybe its because of the company around me ba..

then i am crazy over cristiano ronaldo again!! why? cause charissa cut out the newspaper article that has a BIG picture of ronaldo with the top off aka showing his beautiful and muscular body..*wink* so sexy! haha..thanks charissa!!! next time got energy or pan wei bo de picture or info i cut for you! haha...thanks for the article on plastic surgery too..it gave us alot of help! more than you can think of!! thanks!! hehe

nothing much le..sch ended at 12.40 then i laze ard, do homework in school till 4 pm then go home le..reached home at 5..stayed in dads shop then go home take small nap then started doing maths and re-edit my chinese compo till 11.15pm..then now here i am bloggin! hehe...

Okie..my bro needs to use the com to do his history project le! better go! shall blog earlier tomorrow! Eleven baby! remember is hit the "snooze" button not the "quit" button o! JiaYOu! and try your hardest not to be late for assembly!! remember attendance stand 5% of our promo results o!

@ 11:53 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

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@ 8:37 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

hmph! cant get back the same colour after i did the "cool" thingy!bleh! i need a bk call "idiot's guide to blgging!!""!!!!!

@ 11:17 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

haha..okie..found out mr nandwani not coming tomorrow..hurray?! dunno..kinda mixed yah? cos me econs nt good then he nv come..haha..anyway..now he nt coming can spare a bit of time to blog before going to the essay and the outline...
 
tomolo LLLOOOONNGGG day lor..got cca till like 6++ or 7? hmm..tml gt quite a lot of break! so see if can finish my geo and maths then i go for PSL alumni(dunno how to spell) meeting..hai..i want go lor..miss everyone so much!! *sobx*
 
hmm..today as usual played soccer!! so fun! but hor ah ku stamina lack liaox! two rounds dribbling the ball ard the track i m like out of breath le..hai..then after that we learnt how to kick lor..haha..actually oso no use de wor..why ah? cux when we start to play le..we just anyhow kick..dun care kick to who just kick..haha..then when we kick right? is use the toe de lor..my poor toes are screaming for help le..haha
 
then think i gonna have blue balck soon cux the ball people kick de always kana my legs..hmph! haha..then weplay we scream de lor..of cux yours truly screamed the most..everytime the ball pass to me i scream..i kick oso scream..haha..bobian..haha..too exciting le!!! diaox
 
Anywya..guess what?! Power98 de double j coming to our school!! COOLLL!!!  i have already sign up for their fun deejay workshop nxt week le!! heheh..kk..me better get back to do homework le if nt my panda eyes going to get like shit..and very long hor this time? hehe..





@ 11:05 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

phew..finally back at home..yesterdat onli slept for like 4 hrs..sadness..now STILL have alot of homework! mr nandwani nv come! so he ask us do essays!! urgh!! still have maths..sian..hao le..later then come say what happen today! ah ku go do maths first..damn..have to construct like tons of model! hai..what can i do? me dun have "the eye" for 3D trigo! hmph!

@ 6:01 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

*sigh* so sick of homework..just finish econs mcq..still have essay outline, compo and maths..hai..sadness...hao le i better go do..tml then blog le..this can get addictive sia...

@ 6:42 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

damn it!! AHHHHHHH!!!! so many homework so little time!! i thought i only have chinese and maths!! WRONG!!!! still have econs mcq and 2essay outline!! bleh!!! what next!! shit!! should not have done chinese on sat!! should have done econs!! Rain Rain go away! I want go market makan and come back to do homework asap!!



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Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby


@ 12:04 AM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

i just like have it here for chinese today!! urgh..and i still have 2compre 2compo 2 summary!! help!! hahah...sian..it's suppose to be my 'revatilising' weekend lor..thanks alot..hmph! haha..got alot to write but kinda lazy to type..maybe later..hehe...


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@ 1:43 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

haha..dotx..no idea why i writing cux no one gonna see it wat..but write lah..i must go improvised then will start telling people i have a blog..haha..for the past 5days been rotting at home lor..played harvest moon then read finish my "Family Trust" book..excellent..so romantic..haha..

last wednesday go watch spiderman 2..shld watch less of this kind of movie sia..now my boyfriend have to be a superhero liaox..haha..diaox..then thurs saw meteor garden on v..now looking for people to lent me the vcd..haha..then my boyfriend must be like zaizai wor..haha..kk..

tomolo school starting le..got oral..i m the last one lor..great..=x sigh...
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eh..just trying..testing testing 123
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