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Tuesday, January 31, 2006

2 days and is over in a flash. thats so damn fast. it will be another year before the 5 of us gets to go out together as a family. nonetheless, its super fun.

on the first day of new year...

me and my sis took 1.5hrs to dress up.

her pile of clothes.

my pile of bras. notice the many straps. haha. as sandie says, i'm a bra freak. haha.

thats how i look like in the end. i love the top and skirt. you'll be seeing me in it very often. haha.

then we went to my granny's house. its like a jungle of people there. all long-lost cousins are there. gosh. i met uncles/aunts/cousins i never knew i had. haha. the usual crowd of cousins hid in a room and played ps 2 while the elder cousin went to PR with the long lost cousins/relatives. haha.

after which, we went to PS to watch i not stupid too. dads choice, my treat. me and sis gave my parents $460 in total. and i am broke. my basic pay for this mth is gone. *faints* and i returned my sis the money for the furniture. so, i spent around $800 on the 1st day. crap.

anyway..

we went to eat at mr bean's cafe for dinner.

and at night, we went to party world with the cousins and sang our hearts out. haha. i didnt use the mic though. i hate using it after my horrible experience in deyi. but, one of my cousin managed to convinced me to sing one song solo with the mic.

one of cousin singing.

on the 2nd day..

we had steamboat at home.

you'll be glad to know that, me and my sis took 45min to get ready. way faster than the day before.

how i look like. haha. i like too. hehe. but the jeans is damn tight.

we went back to ps to play in the arcade. we did DDR, house of the dead 2, daytona, the drum things, the grab bear thing.....we spent more than 30 bucks there. its good sia. and guess what? i actually win my brother in daytona. haha. my sis got 1st, i got 2nd. yeah!

my sis tried parallel parking in ps car park. and after 1 demostration and many attempts, she did it. and here it is...

we took a few more pictures after i insisted..

after arcading, we went to the esplanade. and took lots of family photos(after i insisted..haha)

family photo A

family photo B

and alot more. too lazy to upload. check the links for photo a few days later ba. the photos i took with the che che girls will be up soon too.

we went to changi airport for dinner after that. and took some pics. and the day was oveer. i worked today. my sis went back to work. my dad too. another year before we get together properly. haha. fun. i guess thats what makes me treasure my family time.

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Friday, January 27, 2006

this was what i did on my only off day yesterday:

1. STAFF MEETING.

2. Application of Kino's card.

3. And bought this book(so that my brain wont rot):

4. Back to deyi..

5. clear up my mess.

hence, its no wonder that i am still tired. mwahhh..i want my 12hrs slp..haha

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

i want to watch this

but its gay content, i think. but it looks nice. wonder if singapore will show it.

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Monday, January 23, 2006

i really love this picture of the 3 of us. its taken last year.

the 4 of us at hark music cafe on the 14/01/2006.

look at what i bought today. i fell in love with it. i know, i've been spendin g alot=( i will tahan de. woo..they showing coyote ugly on monday. yipee...

hello, shuorui!

i'm nuts.

@ 11:06 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

the kind of sadness that overewhelm-ed me last year seems to have disappeared.

but, i am still cynical.

please, let this be a better year than last.

i deserve it. i think.

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Saturday, January 21, 2006

new room. i am quite satisfied.

BEFORE:

AFTER:

yeah!!! sleepover? haha.

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Friday, January 20, 2006

i met a bitch today. as in B-I-T-C-H.

I was on the 1.30 to 10.30 shift at Isetan Scotts. so, someone frm another outlet would be tending the counter from 11.30 till 1.30 before she returns to her main outlet.

anyway, so i was happy and actually looking forward yo work as the cheche girls are very nice company.

so, i arrived at 1.20 from the supermarket entrance instead of the security/staff entrance since i dont have any stuff to leave at the security counter. i smiled at her and before i can say "hello", she started reprimanding me.

first, she say i shouldnt have come by the supermarket entrance. then, she say i should leave my bag at the security counter. come on lor, if i take out all my valuables, my bag will be empty, so whats the point of putting an empty bag at the security? AND the isetan staff/ my manager didnt mind/say anything about it (by the way, they are of a higher rank than the B-I-T-C-H). so where in hell makes you think u can scold me? carolyn also do that.

nvm. i tahan. i emptied my bag on the counter top, sms-ed san +sivaN and stormed to the security floor to deposit my VERY EMPTY bag. when i came back down, the B-I-T-C-H scolded me again. this time about how i closed the counter. she say i didnt do it properly, yada yada. excuse me, i wasnt TOLD to do it your way. and i was instructed to do it that way by the USUAL/REGULAR colleague. who are you to criticise me? f*** you.

i got even more pissed when i discovered that she messed up

a) the display

b) the drawer

c) the ziploc bag i arranged the night before

i wanted to SCREECH at her. but i tahan. and whenever she talks to me, i just go, "yah" and "ok".

B-I-T-C-H!

OH, AND, KNEE HIGH BOOTS SUITS YOU TOTALLY. IT MAKES YOU LOOK LIKE A SL**. TOTTALLY YOU. trust me.

its so unfortunate we have the same middle name.

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star studded day. yeah! saw two 933 DJ, one old actor + benedict goh(he's gd looking!). haha.

i want to buy pink nail polish!!! my room is officially pink! they just painted it today. hehe. ther new furniture are coming tomorrow. i just might organise a sleepover. get ready your pillows, people! haha

IRA called. i told them i can work from march onwards. haha..and they say they will; call me again. hmms.

i love my new year clothes and bag!!! but i dont really like my shoes. because the one i like from URS Inc dont have my size...mwahhhh...

i spent $1154 already. *faints* my pay is almost goner. luckily, i already set aside some money for daily use. *pherw*

so, whats up?

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Monday, January 16, 2006

do me a favour.

if you are not planning to talk to me. dont even come and ask me a question.

i am not your customer service.

i am feeling weird. and this feeling can only be conjure by one thing/person.

@ 12:48 AM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

great day today.

met up with sivan, mabel, cynthia and boyfriend. we went to my sister's music cafe cum bar. hehe. gossip, eat and gossip.

mabel became my personal matchmaker. cynthia my personal make-up artist. haha. and sivan is still sivan. we are the only grown up there. right? haha.

sorry for the not-so-cheap food! and sorry for the chinese songs, sivan!

hope you guys had as much fun as i did.

oh, we saw susanto too. he looks like suki from project superstar. woo...

will upload the pictures after sivan sent 'em to me.

i'm starting to call guys dude. yikes. influence from my US friend. haha.

and, i look ah-ma in my working pants. but..i bought them out of desperation. haha. if theres cheap ones, i will definitely change it.

good day=)

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

i'm learning to be independent.

but its hard.

i'm not willing to.

i'm like a little kid

who refuse to let go

of her blankie

but, i've learnt to eat alone.

bit by bit.

i hope.

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Friday, January 13, 2006

oh yah.

75 cents of my pay is going to sandie. haha.

i wanted to treat her 60 cents de doughnut de. but she want 75 cents de. haha.

ok. not funny.

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

i still cant find the title of this song. it goes something like that..

"look into the mirror an i dun see myself....i see who i should be..i look across the ocean..i dont see my reflection..i see where i should be..."

what is it call? crap.

i'm off to bed. work tomorrow.

@ 12:51 AM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

they keep changing my schdule this week. and guess what? i ended up with all late shifts this week. grr..

oh yeah. yesterday, ngee ann city sounded the fire alarm. apparrently, theres a fire. but, me and sister jiao didnt bother. we continue with our jobs lah. haha. and guess what? customers also continue to come in! goodneess. if its a real fire, we would have died. haha. we were laughing all the way.

i was working at isetan scotts on monday and saw mag. and i saw dawn + cyn on sunday. and i saw mrs too. grr..

i got my pay! yah! but i have to learn to survive on it now. an i already spent $250+++. *faints* and i havent buy my jeans and skirt and shoes for new year!

i forgot what i want to say as usual.

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Thursday, January 05, 2006

i need to do something to my hair.

but what?

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Wednesday, January 04, 2006

went shopping with my mum at J8 today.

bought 4 bras *faints* because triumph having buy 3 get 1 free. in the end, i spent $169.70. BUT, it feels good to be spending my own bucks.

and i bought 2 new tops. and they are all PINK. my goodness. i was searching for a yellow top too. but nah..none look nice.

so i spent abt $195 of my soon-to-come pay. yah!

it doesnt mean that once you start working, you've grown up.
its the mentality. and how you start to learn to survive on ur pay.
because thats how it is in the future.

@ 8:32 PM |wished.hoped.waited.dashed.

i love my new blogskin!

butterflies! i like butterflies. i got them on my ears! haha..

but i dont like real/living butterflies. they scare me! yikes.

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Sunday, January 01, 2006

just because you are attached, it doesnt give you the right to ignore your friends.

especially those of the opposite sex.

i dont even know why you bother to come.

and you are the rudest person i've ever seen. dont ever talk to me.

(written on 9th dec in my handphone. i just found it.)

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ok. i had alot of things to write down just now.but once this window appear, i blanked out. grr..

great work, huishan.

6 more days and it will be a mth since i start working. my pay should be coming soon. part of it is going to my mum, my dad, my grandparents, my brother and sister.

i have always thought it is a natural act to give some of your 1st pay to your folks as a "mark of respect". like saying "thank you" or some sort. but i discovered that not everyone do that. hmms. weirdy. i think all my commission, weekend pay and OT pay will be given away to my folkies. geez. and i have ALOT of new things to buy.

must draw out financial plan.

a con of working opposite country road. i fell in love with a set of clothes there! omg. the price is horrible. well, at least for the bottom. country road's top are priced pretty reasonably(for some). their bottom? *faints* its almost as expensive as a pair of levi's jeans!

i realised. when i KNOW how much money i have, i will spend it. if i only have a vague idea of my bank balance, i will be SUPER SUPER drifty. yikes.

perlini's silver is STILL hiring. wow. most company stopped already. hmmms.

(stupid sandie! you and your "hmms" and "nights" . haha. now i'm influenced. bleh.)

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i got surrounded by couples today.

in the mrt. i was standing at the pole between the two doors. then 5 couples came in at seperate stations.

4 stood at the doors. the other stood next to me. PDA! gosh. get a room.

then at the bus stop while waiting for my bus.

then in the bus.

grrr..

anyways

HAPPY 2006! i STILL have to work=(

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