Tuesday, May 31, 2005
my dad just happily switch off the main power of the computer just now.
and yes, i am pissed with him now.
why? i dont know whats gotten into him. he went in a frenzy around the house switching off plugs. first he switch off the fan in my room and the light. fair enough since i am not in the room. then he keep asking, " havent finish ah?" when clearly me and my brother was watching the tv. after the show ended, while waiting for the second show, i went and pour myslef my milk. and guess what? he switched the tv off!!!!!! AHHH!! then he turned and switched off the computer by the main plug.
you may say, the computer is in standby mode what so he thought it was shut down. yeah right. i taught him how to differentiate between a properly shut down computer and a standby computer by looking at the mouse. if the blue light was on, the com is still on. if not, its shut down. tonight? he didnt bother to check. the mouse was just right in front of him! and he just switch the bloody thing off! and when i told him, he couldnt even find an excuse to defend himself. he knows he is in the wrong. ha. but he doesnt even look apologetic and tried to push the blame on us. hmph. *rolls eyes* the guys in my family never admit that they are in the wrong.
URGH!!! if he is tired, just go to sleep! i am not asking him to stay up and wait for me! if i am studyign and he stays up, i know its his little way of showing me encouragement. but i am RELAXING, so i dont think he needs to feel oblige right? URGH!
*takes deep breath and roll her eyse* parents.
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Monday, May 30, 2005
suppose to go out with yuting they all today. but then i am really really broke. and i agreed to watch movie with sivan and gang somwhere this week. so..sorry, monkey gang! hope you had fun.
so here i am rotting at home. having another self-appointed relaxation day. i think i will start my mugging pace tomorrow?! haha. who knows? if i am bored enough today i will just start working on my maths.
and then theres maths tuition. i seriously dont know whether i should continue having the tuition. its like the tutor is JUST a few years older me. and she doesnt have "her own teaching style" aas heli helped me phrase it. she just read from the notes which frankly, i think i can do that too and understand perfectly well. sometimes, she will make mistakes which is nearly fatal and i spotted it. i dont know. shes just not in touch with JC maths ba. i mean she is teaching in secondary school. so yea. the good thing? she can solve most of the tys question.
which i think i can ask mis ng. if i want maths tuition i am looking for someone who is GOOD in their maths. have their own teaching style. is in touch with JC maths. have materials from other schools. so yeah.. anyone got any lobang?! i tink i will go wih charissa again this week to test out the water again ba...
if you have lobang, PLEASE recommend. i am desperate. i am begging!
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"..he's the one person who can make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.."
-The Hot Chick
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
my brother stinks and he refuses to go and bathe. eww~~~
oh..and i like kids~ hmm..have i said that? haha. i like the way they always smell of baby powder
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just finish watching "The Hot Chick" on the preview channel. very funny!!! hahaha..and nice too. LOVE IT~~~
oh and i like the 'chant':
"..Boys are cheats and liars. They're such a big disgrace.."They will tell you anything to get to second... Baseball, baseball, he thinks he's gonna score. If you let him go all the way, then you are a... Hor...ticulture studies flowers... Geologist studies rocks. The only thing a guy wants from you is a place to put his... Cock...roarhes, beetles, butterflies, and bugs. Nothing makes him happier than a giant pair of... Jug...glers and acrobats, a dancing bear named Chuck. All guys really want to do is... forget it, no suck luck..."
haah.funny!! okie, i am pretty lazy today. but who cares?
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"..falling in love is when you spend all night thinking of him and when you woke up the next morning, you dont feel the least tired.."
-"The Hot Chick"
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Friday, May 27, 2005
how i define....
a great day:
no spotting of a certain teacher.
and more than 3 sightings of eye candy.
a good day:
3 sightings of eye candy
an average day:
2 sightings if eyecandy and at least one of that teacher.
a bad day:
sighting of teacher first thing in the morning.
no sighting of eye candy.
today is a bad day. hahaha. but had fun in J8!
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
the notebook very nice~! i keep tearing. hahaa. i want go to the bookfair to buy books!! and i am buying the notebook to keep! its as nice as PS I Love You!!!
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Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Pictures Pictures~
gaya me and juan in NY canteen. she came to visit~took this from juan's friendster!
thats me charissa and mag at the stream study field trip. i look like an ah ma. my goodness. haha. took this from snoopy's photo album.
"Baby in a Hat" by kittynn in DeviantArt.
its her own kid~! and shes only 23! i swear once i have the money i will order her photographs from DeviantArt. her kids are all so adorable. and her photography skills too!!!!!
by Jakob. a six year old boy. kittynn's son to be exact. thats his sister! my goodness. he can take a pic better than me.
a kid taking a kid photo. innocence at its max.
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Monday, May 23, 2005
this pass few days i have been a super slacker!! yeah!!! and i LOVE it!
been fiddling around with my new ipod mini. (how many times have i mention it?!) then surfing in front of the computer. i dont know what website i went to. i just click and click and click and unconciously, the time pass and its time to eat/sleep. oh yeah, and i read "Man and Wife" by Tony Parsons. not bad. quite funny.
yeah. i remember looking at lots and lots of kids pictures. and reading about funny moments of kids~! and i love kids!!!! love em!!! haha..it makes me want to go and (no, not have one) take up a job that have contact with kids. not a teacher cause thats too..not nice!! ahhh!! kids~~!!
so cute. hahaha. and i keep revisiting this blog that contains pictures taken by a 6-year-old kid. and the photos are good. very good. and the subtitles are funny. it reflects the innocence of little kids. hahaa.
k better go study. slacked too much.
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"..The stars are like photographs.
You can read int them what you will.
You can believe that they measure all you have lost,
or you can believe that they represent all you have loved,
and continue to love."
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Man and Wife, Tony Parsons
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
the colour blue use to be my colour.
now its pink! or as heli put it, " pink is so huishan" (or something like that)
hmm..so that means i have change from optimistic and light hearted and blue to girlish, petty and attention depriving? hahaa. crap.
but i do admit, i like pink a tad more than blue nowadays!!
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
interesting description of a woman:
"..13 to 18, she's like Africa-virgin territory.
From 18 to 30, she's like Asia-hot and exotic.
From 30 to 45, she's like America-fully explored but generous with her resources.
From 45 to 55, she's like Europe- abit exhausted, a bit knackered, but still with many places of interest.
From 55 onwards, she's like Australia-everybody know it's down there somewhere, but very few will make the effort to find it..."
-Man and Wife, Tony Parsons
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had the quiz thingy today. so paiseh. i actually have to tag along with an old family friend to NUS. bright side? i got to know a person who is actually from Arts and Social Science and taking social work as a course=)! so i will have someone to ask when i am choosing my course.
and on the way back, i had the company of heli's friend who lives opposite me nia. hhaha. yup. kinda weird cause we dont really know each other. but nice to have company anyway. ooh yeah. all the JC were kinda lost in NUS. we just took any oncoming shuttle bus hoping that it will bring us to a bust stop with 151, 96 or 154. haha. everyone was waiting for everyone to alight from the bus. funny.
anyway, it took me at least an hour(including waiting time) to travel from my house to NUS! haha. shit. i cant imagine myself doing that for the next 3-4years. ahaha. good thing? muahaha. weilin is on the same bus route with me! and she have travel further! much much further! haha. yeah!!! i got company liao. so for the next 3-4years it will be 74, 151 and then shuttle bus for everyday of my life~~
thinking too far ahead ba.
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Thursday, May 19, 2005
i bought the ipod mini. $402. faints..
it was cheaper. but my sis kinda forget to mention about the discount or something...good thing is..i got a skin free.~
peeps, even if its a rip-off, dont tell me!! i dont think i can tahan the blow.
i am a poor poor girl..
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
they are having some event downstairs.
snoopy and gang will be happy here. haha. cause they are speaking in hokkien. going, " ji ba! ji ba!!! ji ba ji xia!! ji ba nian xia! hua ah!!!" and so on and so forth...-_-"
gee. it makes me lazy to go even try and start working cuase of all the noise. sigh. but then again, its their religion so must respect it. i shall tahan!
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Thursday, May 12, 2005
oh yeah. remember when holding hands was just holding hands and its common practice?
how did it becom exclusively to couples? and restricted to playing games only?
holding hands is almost equal to a hug if theres enough "feel". dont know how to say
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wait and listen to the new song!! i love it to pieces!!!
oh yah.i was irritating charissa and heli today. i keep singing this song and another old old chinese song.
haaha. and i considered singing as a career!!! haha..i think i will only sell 9 albums. 1 each to heli charissa yuting mag and wei lin. ahaha. HEY! dont care! you all is compulsory must buy!!! hahah..and 1 each to sivan lai geksan and cynthia!!!
because you live..in my world..has twice as many stars in the sky..
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Wednesday, May 11, 2005
rob and amber lost.
but then again. uchenna and joyce are nice people too. so haha. anyone is better than Ron-i-can-do-anything and Kelly. Bleh!
haha. uchenna and joyce are sweet couple too. but i still like rob and amber. haha. maybe they can have their own reality tv shows!!!!!!
i like amber. shes cool. haha. when rob was mean to her, she was like,"i will do anything to make happy. but you are going to make me happy after the race." hahaa..okie, that kinda stick in my head.
0.5hour of the amazing race to go before it ends.
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
oh yeah.
GP was fun today!! laughed alot!!!
haha. she was irritating as always.
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kinda sad today.
cause nandwani revealed the percentile for blockies. and i am not the top in maths in class=(
but then maybe its a wrong calculation. cause miss ng say that its only blockies. so yeah.
anyway. why am i sad? cause maths is my motivation to work. to study. its the only thing i know that i can score. hai.
but then, charissa got top. so, yeah. after all her 'i really dont know how to do' she still can get top. so it shows that i am a good "tutor"? haha..aiya, happy for her too. all her effort paid off. i mean its better to have someone in our clique to be top right? hahah. jiayou people!!!
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Monday, May 09, 2005
quite some time didnt blog. okok..its only 4 days only.
haha. yup. nothing much to write. i mean what can i write about when my life is work
work work? you get the point. unless you want to hear me drone on and on about my endless homework. which i suspect i am going to do so in the next few days/coming weekend.gonna buy a new discman. was deciding between a iPod, mp3 player or discman. then my sis was suggesting that i buy iPod shuffle cause its only $170 now. but in the end, i realise i have no idea how it works. so i better stick to stuff i know. so guys!! lets go discman viewing once of these days at sony in bishan?! o.Ooh. i am stuck with no music when i travel until i buy a new discman. sigh.okie. some random question/thoughts/facts.betcha didnt know i was abit tomboy and yet girly at the same time when i was young.and i was a BIG crybaby.how is it that a flu medicine that small in size can knock us out for hours?! how is it that when you fall in love with a person's appearance you will get sick of it. but not a person's smile?of course when i say love. it doesnt mean love the person. just the part.
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Thursday, May 05, 2005
ben adams is coming out with a single on May 30th!! thats what is indicated on is website!!!!
but i dont think that song very nice though. but anyway, hurray! suai ge!
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oh..i think i know something!
mike delfino is looking for a girl right? i think the girl is Mary Alice Young! the one who died!!!!
you will know what i am talking abt if you watched "Desperate Housewife"
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quite a nice day.
spent quite some time learning hakka from my mum in the shop today. its so hard to pronounce. but i have learnt 12 phrases. hhaa. i still need my board though. hahah. and theres so many different slang to hakka. theres hokkien-hakka or something. my mum speaks one type and my dad the other. haah. but its fun.
some customers came in and were laughing at my funny pronounciation. mine has english slang i think. haha.
okie.
nai ai soil mook lor. (<-thats means i am going to sleep le)
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
i found something disturbing today. it just confirms my doubt. it explains the locked doors and close doors.
and it confirms my doubt. the symptons are all there.
i hope its just a once off.
i cant find any further prove cause he knows how to delete all the internet files away.
thats what caused my suspicions in the first place.
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GP turned into a colouring session for us. haha..and i think it kinda helped to make time pass faster.
was rather pissed when she just cancelled debate like that. and she thought we were pissed with betty and the rest. in actual fact, we are pissed off with her. shes biased towards us. you should see the number of times she call upon us and eileen they all too. its as if no one else existed in the class.
oh oh. i saw her giving the coy look to the guys. *shivers* and she has taken to calling us young lady and young man. i think she dont get it. you only use those when you want to reprimand a person? at least thats what the books do. its always, " go to your room now, young lady!" or " you better shut up, young man!" isnt it?
oh well. i think i have to skip afternoon naps from now on. cause once i sleep i wont wake up till 8.30. and then by the time my mum nags me to sleep, i will only have done half of what i can do if i didnt sleep. cause i only have like 4hrs. which is,frankly, not enough.
oh well.
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Tuesday, May 03, 2005
i've been having this thought for while.
i think i will always have an eye candy, a crush and a boyfriend all at the same time. cause seriously, eye candy is just merely for the pleasure of the eyes. crush is just someone you are infatuated with and that kinda fades quickly. and boyfriend/husband is your best friend so nothing can beat that.
seriously, i think guys have that kinda thoughts too when they are attached. so why not girls?
haha. maybe i wont maybe i will. u never know.
anyway, thanks zhiyang! haha..i like talking to you. haha..its good for my self esteem.
and thanks kelvin for always making me laugh. something never change.
and walter for flushing me with lameness. -_-"
and sivan for listening to me rant. whenever i need it.
haha. i just remembered that when i was a little girl, my mum have to wake me up with a bottle of milk. if not i will cry...haha..my goodness..the good old days. and my mum can actually tahan that?!
i like the johnson and johnson commercial. the baby is cute.
thats hot.
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i got my 3 albums!! aand i think they are all great!
well, at least i think they are. i was listening to them at 3plus in the mornign while frantically trying to do my maths. but after 4hrs, i did only like 2 o.O i am seriously out of practice in maths.
anyway, a sure sign that my sis has been back home? my room is littered with clothes. haha.
and she took almost 45mins to pick out what to wear today! from the moment i wake up at 1 she was already picking between a rock and roll shirt and a new rock and roll shirt. then it was a checkered bag and a green bag. then it was a brown shoe and a not so brown shoe. i was laughing all the way. cause i was trying to read and with her constant, "like that can?" i only read 1 line!! haha
oh well.
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Monday, May 02, 2005
i am pathetic.
just because the insect was clinging to the net my mum put up to prevent mosquitoes from entering, i moved all my stuff to my dads room, with the door closed until my brother came home.
i even refused to help bring my sis bag to the lift when she asked. cause i was scared. now i have no idea where it is. i can only pray that it is flying happily outside. and not in my house.
i am still going to leave my door close later. i dont care. i am scared.
okie, you can laugh.
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