Saturday, March 31, 2007
is it me or what?
cant they just work with the formatting that i have done? they just messed up everything. and i do mean everything. the words are in weird fonts, wrong size, wrong alignment. and you know whats worse? the stupidly go and copy and paste directly from wikipedia and microsoft website and unknowingly copied the background color.
and you know whats the worse thing? they didnt notice. and i dont know how to delete the color away without deleteing the words or typing them all by myself. i will murder them. i will.
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想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯早已经全都熄灭
如果你从没出现
我会不会觉得快乐一些
可惜残忍时间
总要把诺言一点点摧毁
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2:48 AM
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see lah! its 2am in the morning and i am still stuck at the same page of accounting textbk.
me and scotchey kpo-ed too much. lols. go around snooping at other people de friendster account.
lols.
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Friday, March 30, 2007
scotchey said i sound like i really hated him.
well, maybe i really do. but maybe i am just exhausted. because its just the same story in a different tune.
hes sick. i'm sick. thats the end of it.
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Thursday, March 29, 2007
look at what sampat king did:
i was waiting for my 114 presentation. and my eye-candy was before me. and he took a photo-.-
hahhas. yes, he's my eye-candy! just eye-candy ok?!
and he smiled at scotchey. so now she cant say he is dao!
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007
deathnote anime is not too bad.
wahaha. i MEANT to sleep early. but msn is giving me problems so the sending of files was slow. so here i am still awake, still waiting the download. the bright side?
i am at the latest episode of deathnote. oh, thursday please come quick. the next episode shld be up by then.
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007
lack of sleep cause me to have zero spatial awareness. seriously.
some examples are grabbing air when i was aiming for the pole in the train, knocking into walls while i exit rooms and almost tumbling down the stairs on my way to buy pao this afternoon.
i planned to study in school today. but i was so exhausted and frustrated by the whole SU thingy that i decided to pack my bags and go home. slept throughout the journey. and even while walking, i was sleeping. thats how tired i am.
i plan to sleep early tonight so i can give my all for 114 and of course, accounting quiz!
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Monday, March 26, 2007
i had fun today=) and i cant believe that i actually thought of skipping meeting them for homework! and we had lots of "surprise guest" today. theres yongkang, jianchong and chee yong. people i havent seen in eons!! especially yongkang. the murderer!
he ordered baby octopus and PREGNANT fish!! eating fish and octopus is already nasty enough! but he still have to eat their offspring. 灭它全家！so heres the mug shot:
and then san left but jian chong and chee yong joined us. and me, cynthia and mabel did some really spontaneous and stupid. we shouted across the street to san and gave her a flying kiss. hehe. i love it! and of course, while queuing at fairprice xtra, me sivan and cynthia started singing=) and like cynthia said..i havent do anything so spontaneous or sing so much since graduation.
and while walking around amk hub..me and cynthia bought andersen's ice cream:
blueberry and strawberry and cream =) both are my choices! hehes. i love cynthia for letting me choose both but made me feel better by saying that she choose blueberry :) oh, bluebery sucks and strawberry rocks! hees.
okie dokies. heres my favorite gurlies:
i prefer the one taken by sivan's camera! so sivan, you know what to do!!! and heres the guy i havent seen since graduation from deyi:
hes still the same. blur and funny. yongkang will always be yongkang. lols. and this picture i like:
and apparently, i was very fierce today. first in school then at sumo house when the waitress spilled the drinks on me. my IT group members were stunned and so were the gang cause they havent seen me so mad for a very long time. IT group, i HAD to be fierce.
but seriously, when a waitress spilled something on the customer, shouldnt one waitress tend to the table while another bring tissue for the customer? so i kinda shouted, " this is the first time i see a store worry more about their table then the customer." i guess they were shocked. but the boss gave us dessert on the house. so not too bad. and i feel bad for making a big fuss.
of course, the gang didnt let me live it down. they keep teasing me about it.
oh wells. thank you for a good day, everyone :) thank you.
happy birthday, sivan!
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Sunday, March 25, 2007
sometimes i look at my brother and i envy him.
seriously. how can anyone still sit in front of the computer and play DOTA the whole weekend without a)touching his homework, b) when Chinese O'level is just less than 3 months away and c) not worried about his results at all?
oh, to be born without the gene of worry. lols.
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MING JIAN!!!!!
stop pestering me to go to sleep! quick! tell me what else is new in Vista! let me complete that part and i will sleep~
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ohhhh...i am so pissed with receiving comments on myspace.com that starts with "all the girls are lying out there when they say size doesnt matter........."
i feel like shouting, " yesyesyes!! size matters ok? are you happy now? go enlarge it or whatsoever. stop posting stupid comments! i know its no fault of yours. just wise up and bloody well change ur password so the hackers will stop hacking ur account! URGH!"
ok, this will totally destroy my image. but since when do i care about that? i can say, "fuck you" to him, so i can do anything. trust me.
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Saturday, March 24, 2007
saw this on myspace.com and it kinda caught my attention. this book seems interesting:
heard of the author but have yet to read his/her novel yet (see! i dont even know if its a his or her!). anyone read any of the work?
been meaning to say this. it feels kinda good to snuggle up to a sappy romance novel once in a while. thats what i did recently. well, 2 weeks ago. i borrowed sandra brown's "words of silk" and read it in 2 days. not too bad. and just in case you think its a super thick book (like all other romance novel), you're wrong! its surprisingly thin. a hundred page? maybe less than that.
so girls, if you're feeling stress, take some time off and read a sappy romance novel :)
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Friday, March 23, 2007
joshua actually called me his senior! thats a first! its always bai chi-.- lols.
and before he left, he did this:
and it goes on for quite some time. seriously.
i miss my juniors :(
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hahas. sampat king! huang mu niang niang should be queen mother in english rights? lols. i am so gonna die for posting this pic with the subtitles. but wahahahaa...
i know i shouldnt say this but i am glad i met people like them! people who always always make me laugh. and people who can totally throw away their image and cuckoo with me. i mean who will be willing to take this picture with me(and who will be willing to be the photographer)?
and every wednesday after comms class, you can always see us walking then suddenly i will stop and bent over and laugh. the two cuckoo even chase each other this week. super funny.
then theres madeline. who (in order to avoid confusion and to save her breath) started labelling my many eye-candies this sem. and who always come up with sentences that will make you laugh and laugh and laugh. so far theres ah-ghim (whos not my eye candy to begin with. but wth.), ah-ying, ah-beng and xiao bai (which hw really dont like so she calls him ah-tong). hahahs. so yups.
next week will be time to pick up the pace and start working towards that final goal. so lets work hard together!
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Thursday, March 22, 2007
i cant deny and say that i am not pissed. i am. but i am determined to control my temper. and just say that i am stupid. period.
theres ants above LKC. but its the only "quiet" place to hide and study in peace.
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my dad didnt put enough money into his giro. my school fees were not paid. so i have to carry my lappy and go all the way to SSC and pay. URGH!
heres some picture we took today:
the crazy things we do. lols. okok, i "made" her do it. just in case she say i bully her again. hw is totally "normal", people! i am the one with the crazy ideas. lols.
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007
somehow, i feel that theres a difference between feeling invisible at home when you're an only child and when you're a middle child/have siblings. i am not saying that feeling invisible when you have siblings is worse than when you're an only child. no, because both are equally worse. its just different i guess.
i know i shouldnt compare between the way my parents treat my siblings and me. but when its so obvious, how can i not compare? my siblings dont have to tell my parents about their day in school because they will ask. i tell them about my day in school and they couldnt even bother. they make breakfast for my sister without fail. and me? nope. i have to wake up early to make my own. theres a lot more.
i tried telling them how i feel. i tried so many times. tried telling them nicely. telling them jokingly. telling them when i was breaking down. but nopes. everytime its still the same. am i too demanding? tell me what to do. cause i really dont know.
thanks, keying, ghim chuan and sivan. you guys are the only ones who came and attempt to cheer up (though i ended up crying a little more when you guys were trying =) but it made me feel better. that someone cares for me.
在一次的哭泣。在一次的让我感觉到我是多么的失败和没用。
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Monday, March 19, 2007
sometimes, you can try too hard to be yourself.
that you constantly check what you do. analyse what you say. to make sure that what you did/say is what you will actually say or do. you refrain from doing things that DONT make you you even though you really really feel like it.
you know, like, you really want to scream, "shut up! and get the fuck out of here before i kick you in the nuts and stop your ability to reproduce!" but because its deemed as "not you", you grit your teeth and smile and let it go.
and the point here is? i dont know. i just feel like writing that.
anyways. i realised that i was trying so hard to be that girl that he will like. so so hard. to get his comment on myspace. to get his testimonials. to get his approval. to get him to like me. i have been trying so so hard. and along the way, no, i have not lost my own personality. its just that my personality became smaller. became duller. became tinier.
oh wells. maybe its safe to say that i am over him now. because i dont know.
best be off to bed. accounting report is screwing my bed time.
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i just realised. my braces colour are similar to that of deyi's!! omg.
which give me an idea of what colour i want next month. deyi blue and yellow!!!
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Sunday, March 18, 2007
its the middle of the night. and i am still awake. just finished my accounting tutorial. and i went and watch the presentation mr nandwani made us for our farewell back in ny.
it was nice. funny. and brought back memories that i have long forgotten. like the amazing race during year 1's national day, the night pinic, the rag-and-bone session, the amazing race: nandwani edition, the geo trip into some wulu forest for stream study, mag's and yuting's spongebob balloon, our CIP project where we sold light sticks and food during the choir concert (and where i accidentally hurt poon's eyes with the light stick that broke), our [age]+1 punishment and blah blah blah.
particularly, i remembered mr nandwani's "faith" in my econs. even when i am failing horribly and terribly. he did not give up on me. he started asking me to write one essay per week for him after whats-that-called exam in march. and from then on all the way to prelims, i write and write and write. and he marked and marked and marked. he always ALWAYS! give it back to me the following week, and knowing how hes always "slow" in marking our papers, thats quite a remarkable? hehe. and of course, even when prelims rolled by and i still got an F for econs, he was still there encouraging. he could tell that i was depressed by my results and he tried to cheer up and spurred me on. and of course, he started asking me to meet him twice every week with 5 essays outline per meet-up. and i did.
in the end, i got a B for my econs. even THEN! he still told me he believed that i was an A student. and that coming from him was like wow! so yups.
i miss nandwani! with his obsession with coupons and his funny CT periods. paper plane competition and telling us about his wedding. threatening to kick us if we ever complain that a chinese wedding is long and expensive. and telling us the reason why theres a "ringing sound" at 12noon on the 1st of every month ( i still listen out for that). ahahas. oh wells.
sentimental fool i am.
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sudden relisation. okay, maybe not sudden. but the urge to write it down.
guys love to shoot their own foot. seriously. they dont know what to say and when to say what.
msn window is super quiet today. which is good.
so guys? shoot away.
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Saturday, March 17, 2007
can you tell that i came up with the "company name" on the spot? i was so proud of myself. hence the satisfied grin. lols!
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the world is filled with rude people. well, at least in mine.
theres cashiers who dont say thank you after they give you the change. even if you said, "thank you" first.
theres idiots who suddenly say, "nite" when you are in the middle of the conversation. they should at least say "hey, i gtg. night".
there aunties who will push you so as to get a seat in the train.
theres people who talk to you when you are of use.
theres people who read newspaper on train and invade your seat.
theres people who take up 2 seats on the train. then again, maybe they have aiming problem.
and many more. the world is filled with rude people. fuck off.
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Friday, March 16, 2007
omg. like what ming jian said..the recorded lecture for accounting really sounds professional! but its boring. a little i think.
should i go running tomorrow? hmms
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initially, i wanted to say...
i feel so light and for the first time in 3 weeks, i am feeling more or less normal. because i am "freed" from tests and assignments for at least one week! and i dont miss him that much. and i dont feel vexed by the thingy between me and him. and for the first time in a very long time, i dont like anyone. not anyone.
then he came and talk to me.
and i dont feel light anymore. i feel vexed by him. all the empty promises that he made, flew back at me. the heading-nowhere conversation and friendship. the hurt. the tug. and i feel like crying.
shit sia. i wish he would just stay away.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007
to ber: i love the song you sent me! well, a little slow. but the lyrics is good.
hahaas. feeling a little anti-social here. so yeah. this is like a one way thing. so hmmm...
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Wednesday, March 14, 2007
站在十字路口的焦点
该怎么走？
我只想回头。
谁能体谅我的雨天？
所以情愿回到你身边。
此刻脚步会慢一些,
如此坚决。
你却越走越远。
if you liken life as a journey, and we are the drivers. Then i must be a really lousy one. Because i keep taking the wrong turn at the same intersection. Hoping that someday somehow the road will lead me to a different destination. but it never do. it always bring me back to the same intersection.
on a lighter tone. its always obvious to see when i
didnt prepare for biz law tutorial. I will be super quiet and even when its a super easy AND obvious question (that i think i know the answer to), i will be hesitant to answer. lols. i didnt speak for 2 tutorials already! thats like 2 points o.O
had a great day today. well, other than the wrong decision to wear heels to school today. saw eye-candy and he wore formal again. *melts* laugh alot and had lotsa fun. me and scotchey went to JP to have pizza hut executive lunch. its around 7bucks? yums~
and then we hanged around popular while that woman source for art material and such. i realised today, both of us will do half the thinking. like, she will think whats soft yet firm enough to put candles. then i will think that jelly is a possible choice. AT the SAME time. lols. and of course we did lotsa stupid things.
lols. and of course, theres the sampat family-.-
alrights. off to bathe!
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007
我开始有点心动。
但是，我还是stuck on him.
不要了。所以，这个心动得停止。
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record high. in the 2 weeks since i added 只对你有感觉, i have listened to it 114 times. and thats not including the time i listen to it on youtube! hahas. love love that song.
favorite playlist now:
And then the top 20 songs in my playlist of 1176 songs:
hahas. just some figures.
accounting was screwed today btw.
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Monday, March 12, 2007
i was semi-confused during accounting today. i was extremely quiet and listening to questions. which is a good sign, i think. i have "officially" finish studying. just that i have to drill into my head what are the contra accounts. in order to increase them do we debit or credit. and that if theres allowance for A/R! always always deal with it and A/R first before you due with the impairment of A/R.
and i agree with what ghim chuan said, "lucky i am not an accountant. accounting can kill sia." lols. *raises hand and feet* true true. but its fun to play with numbers isnt it? haa.
anyway, because of "jay chou", me and scotchey didnt listen to psycho lect today. we yakked and yakked. heard depressing news. i think this guy got 80% for midterm and he said he was in the B- range. *faints* if thats the case does that mean i am in the C range? URGH!
whatever.
it hurts to see him go after another girl after i repaired his ego. but being the stubborn girl that i am, i wont let go until i win. because now, its as much as a game/competition as it is about feelings.
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i was trying to look for pictures of britney now and then. but instead i found this:
awww..so sweet!! but did they ever went public with their relationship? hmmss..well, timbaland wants to help britney stand back up! with justin timberlake too! whooo~ all my favorite producers/stars. hahas.
a few movies i want to watch:
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9:39 AM
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treating me like shit again.
how much more of this cycle can i take?
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Sunday, March 11, 2007
it took the whole of yesterday to complete my FM tutorial and presentation. this tutorial is unusually long isnt it? *phew*
now i am in the library trying to do some accounting. so far, i am at lecture 3. have to do the tutorial for tomorrow's accounting review tutorial! if not i will be lost again. sigh. wish me luck.
and the library is closing in exactly 2hr and 15mins.
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Saturday, March 10, 2007
i dont know whats wrong with me these days.
my sister threw the sweater i wore to school on my bed and i burst out crying. because i feel that the sweater is so dirty. and you just threw it on my bed. i couldnt stand it. i keep hitting the bed. trying to make it clean. and i just burst out crying.
i keep crying. even now, i still am.
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i've said this once. i'll say it again. i've post this once. and i'll post it again.
i really really like this model. well, maybe just this picture since i havent see this model's portfolio. lols.
okok, off to study FM and accounting.
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(飞)无解的眼神, 心像海底针
光是猜测,我食欲不振
有点烦人,又有点迷人(h)浪漫没天份, 反应够迟钝
不够谨慎,花挑错颜色但很矛盾喜欢你的笨(飞)微笑再美再甜
不是你的都不特别
(h)
眼泪再苦再咸有你安慰又是晴天(飞)
靠的再近再贴少了拥抱就算太远(合)全世界只对你有感觉
(飞)
玩的再疯再野你瞪一眼我就收敛(h)
马路再宽再远只要你牵就很安全(飞)我会又乖又黏
温柔体贴绝不敷衍(合)我只对你有感觉
(飞)体贴却黏人,爱哭却温顺
有时天真,有时很邪恶
对你耍狠就是舍不得(h)
请吸收养分, 让脑袋平衡要你现身,动作慢吞吞
怎么承认我非你不可
love love love this song. yes, i know this kinda relationship dont exist in life. but a girl can dream cant she? lols. bold words are the parts i like! ask for translation if you're interested =)
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Friday, March 09, 2007
mabel called. and we chatted for quite long. quite nice to get calls from my gurlies =)
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Thursday, March 08, 2007
i was so pre-occupied and happy to see my comms class eye-candy that i didnt realise that scotchey was behind him. lols.
shuai! even in formal ok?! *melts*
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i dont want to be described as pretty. because whats so useful about being pretty?
i dont want to be described as sexy. because sexy sounds so pre-feministic.
i dont want to be described as cute. because cute just means ugly but adorable.
i dont want to be described as sweet. because then i will be expected to play nice all the time.
i dont want to be described as committed/dedicated/responsible. because its a heavy responsiblity.
i dont want to be described by any other words. but me.
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dont like this model. but love her top!
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this week is over. 2 presentation, 3 quizzes. i did it. feel like collapsing ALREADY.
but CANNOT! later still have psychology and accounting report discussion-.- and of course, theres work tomorrow. mixed feelings about that. one hand, i want to go back and work with my colleagues. on the other, all i want to do is to lie down and sleeo and sleep and sleep till saturday comes by and i start mugging for accounting mid-term.
not paying to FM. sigh. i got 90/150 for my quiz. bad. but better than expected. :)
i dont need you here. even if i do, i must learn.
thanks, san. for your sudden message this morning. it cheered me up alright. and it gave me back the attitude i once had, "if i scored badly for a test, i will just laughed sia". lols.
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007
i am so tired that i barely feel like moving.
but i still have FM quiz tomorrow. and i still have 3 more chapters to study. frankly, i dont feel like it. this is bad.
come to think of it, why am i so tired this week? i dont know. all i know is i need so hong-ing. i need some pampering. but nope, i cant rest until mid-term is over next week.
i have so many cravings these days. i keep chewing my lips. to the point that there are streak marks. i want to watch horror movies to scare myself. i want to feel the sun on my skin and the wind blowing through my hair. i want to go for a ride in a car. i want to go star gazing. i want you.
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i feel much much better.
how? by being mean back. i said tons of millions of thousands of nasty things to him. and i keep going on and on and on until he was speechless. but then again he knows what i said is true. partly. so i guess thats it for now.
this is what he has reduce me into.
thanks for all you concern, my lovely gurlies:)
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Monday, March 05, 2007
i am fuming with anger.
i am hurting like hell.
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no good models this season. no one striking. but i like this!!
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Sunday, March 04, 2007
i am okay, people. okay being a relatively word. just ignoring the things that bugs me. just sweeping them all under the carpet, under the sofas and into the closet. till next time then.
and i hate the way i feel when i see him leaving a comment on some girl's photo. its like *slash* across my heart. then the wound will hear again instantaneously.
i should be over him.
i knew i shouldnt have told people how goood my life was. look how it turned out again.
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i am okay, people. okay being a relatively word. just ignoring the things that bugs me. just sweeping them all under the carpet, under the sofas and into the closet. till next time then.
and i hate the way i feel when i see him leaving a comment on some girl's photo. its like *slash* across my heart. then the wound will hear again instantaneously.
i should be over him.
i knew i shouldnt have told people how goood my life was. look how it turned out again.
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Saturday, March 03, 2007
thank you, kelvin. for your funny way of cheering me up.
and thanks for saying that if one day, i am really desperate for someone to call, i can call you. and thank you for assuring me that you wont be scared to death because i will be crying over the phone. and thank you for letting me know that nothing beats jumping off 100th storey. not even my cries.
and i guess, what you want to say is, you will be that someone to catch me when i fall (albeit unwillingly).
:)
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i dont know what to do. i dont know what to say.
every word they say is a critisim. but they keep denying it. "why cant you make simple decisions?". "why is it that people can get through university with ease?". "why is it that you are so unreasonable?". "why is it that you cant learn to be stronger?". "why is it that you cant be more like your cousins?". "just come out and work! since you cant study. give up. go on."
i'm sorry i'm not good enough. i'm sorry. i hate myself. every single bit of me. down to the very last hair. i hate myself for scoring badly despite putting every last ounce of my energy into studying. it was a lie when i said, "i didnt put in my all. so my results was bad." no. i did put in everything i had last semester. and it wasnt enough.
nothing i do will ever be enough. nothing.
when i ran out of the house, i realised i had no friend to call. no place to go. no one to sob to. i just keep walking around aimlessly enduring the weird stares from passer by.
this is what my life is about. lies and empty promises.
where are you? the sky has fallen. you are not here.
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10:18 PM
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is it me? or is it ..?
i find it patronising when people puts, " have a nice day tmr."
fuck it. i rather you just leave than tell me that. even if its face to face. you will never find me saying that EVEN to a customer.
maybe its just pms. but i really have a very short-temper. and i keep using the word fuck.
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1:52 AM
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Friday, March 02, 2007
i am having the cramps from hell. correction. pre-cramps from hell. shit sia! i never have such a horrible one before.
but i am still packing my stuff and heading out to study. just watch me.
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3:07 PM
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refer to SPP blog for surprise. =)
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3:17 AM
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i can feel my white hair sprouting.
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1:25 AM
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Thursday, March 01, 2007
我为他心痛。
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11:57 PM
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no longer do i know what i am talking about in my biz law report. all i know is i want to keep on typing and typing until i reach my self-imposed page quota for each question.
melyvn can make sense of it and give me a lousy grade. i cant be bothered. not now. not at this moment. maybe i will come back and reread the whole thing after the 2 quiz on monday. because all i want to do now is complete this report and then move on to my AB114 presentation.
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8:39 PM
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生命给了什么， 我就享受什么。生命安排什么，我就感谢什么。
我是绝对不会承认我喜欢你了
怎么办感觉甜又酸
偷偷爱你快乐又孤单
怎么办爱却不能讲
你真讨厌不来帮我的忙
总有一天换你为我疯狂
lyrics =)
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1:51 PM
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shans 
