Wednesday, August 31, 2005
pictures galore!
my room before!
my room after an hour!
maths econs (least amt!)
physical geo human geo
fried potato! baked beans and fried potato!
(i cooked it) ( my lunch! yummy!)
i wills how u guys my guilty pleasure next time! hahaa. dont stress k? i havent do anything. just started digging! hahaha. bedtime!
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what we did when we are suppose to be study..heehee
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Friday, August 26, 2005
i just found out theres 32 books! that means 3 more till i complete the series! but its so hard took for the last 3! AHHHHHHHHH
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Monday, August 22, 2005
mr nandwani talked abt dealing with stress last tuesday. and i discovered how i dealt with mine.
(in sequence)
run to do maths-->sleeping--> writing stories--> running away reading quizzes on quizilla. never mind that i have read them a million times. but i still go and read them. and thats really bad. and recently, i have been skipping dinner cause i feel too vexed and stressed that i feel that eating is a waste of time.
for the first time in my life. i am ready to give up. or should i say i am already giving up. it seems no matter how much effort i put in, no results are coming up. no matter how well i do under normal conditions, things change when i am in the exam hall. my brain doesnt work or my hands cant write fast enough.
it is apparent to see the state i am in. i did nothing for the past two weekends. and i mean nothing. i finish my tutorial. thats abt it. this weekend was the worse. no econs essay. no geo essay. no geography note making. no homework done except maths. i keep wanting to do more. but by the time i finish math 2 days had zoom by.
it doesnt help when that little pessismistic voice in me is getting louder and louder. first persuading me to not do work. and then come and scare me by reminding me while i am making my butt flat by sitting ard, other people are catching up and working their ass off.
wheres that optimistic voice?! where did it go?! i need you now!
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Sunday, August 21, 2005
hahaha. on my weekly ritual out to luch in the market with my mum and brother. my brother suggested i ate chocolate ice-kachang. and i did.
here it is.
it taste pretty good. yum. but i think me being a choco-fanatic anything with chocolate will taste nice. yum. i feel like eating it again. hahah.
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Saturday, August 20, 2005
lazy to put/write down much. besides of my keyboard thingy. eww. hahaa.
everyone was rather hyper this week. singing(and humming, for that one person:P) during gp lessons and pretty much everywhere we go. nice. though i think heli and charissa was ready to jump everytime we start!
one more week till gp prelim. *gasp* but i am feeling pretty relax. didnt do a thing today.
and in my craze abt digicam! more pictures!
my sleeping friends.
me and heli.
(doing the 'popular' pose nowadays)
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Friday, August 19, 2005
done!
just scroll to the bottom at the neighbour box.
at last!bedtime:)
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hahaaha. uploaded the pictures. heres a few.
the 1 2 3 4!
the class photo!
whoops! hehe. i will paste the link in my next entry after i have FINALLY decide where to put them.
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Monday, August 15, 2005
my sis brought back my family's digital camera! (excuse me for being so excited) hahaha.here are some ugly pictures i took.
me and my sister.
me and my grams.
hehee. but i am still going to get my own digicam. hehee.
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Saturday, August 13, 2005
"Inside Your Heaven"
by Carrie Underwood
I've been down
Now I'm blessed
I felt a revelation coming around
I guess its right, it's so amazing
Everytime I see you I'm alive
You're all I've got
You lift me up
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
When we touch, when we love
The stars light up
The wrong becomes undone
Naturally, my soul surrenders
The sun and the moonlight
All my dreams are in your eyes
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
And I wanna be the earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathing in
A soothing wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
When minutes turn to days and years
When mountains fall, I'll still be here
Holdin you until the day I die
And I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your way
I wanna be inside your heaven
Take me to the place you cry from
Where the storm blows your wayI wanna be earth that holds you
Every bit of air you're breathin' in
A soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven
Oh yes I do
I wanna be inside your heaven
my favorite song in my ipod currently! i like Dont cry out loud too but i dont have the full version! grrr..
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Monday, August 08, 2005
guys, can u hear any song?
i am trying to upload song but my com got no sound so i cant hear anything!
so is there?
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Sunday, August 07, 2005
Friday, August 05, 2005
"tears are a natural antibiotic.
i am a smiley person.
but,
i enjoy my crying."
Goldie Hawn
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Thursday, August 04, 2005
had fun today!!
here are pictures i took with the two rare people i go out with. that cost me 80cents for mms. T_T
so tired. and i havent prepare for tomorrow's econs test. dead. spent alot of bucks on neoprints!
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005
had a horrible dream last night.
it sparked me and made me realise how rude/how little i have been communicating with my parents who are tolerating my nonesensical tantrums, which i am having quite alot recently. i forget to say thank you when they do something for me.
so today, instead of going out with snoopy and gang, i decided to come home. and i spent some time helping my dad who injured his right thumb and have trouble using the cashier(a touch screen thing) and opening plastic bag. after that, i went home and helped my mum cooked. =)
thats the little thing i can do for now.
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
HUGE cockroach! HUGMOGOUS cockroach in my house. well, it just sorta burst in. as in really burst in through that teeny weeny hole and suddenly, it emerged. and i swear it knows it is feared. so it flew in circles around my living room.
me? i ran to my dad. i wanted to shout beetle then realise its too big for one so decided to call it cockroach before my guess was correct. i was RUNNING! like sprint to the kitchen which is only like ten steps or twenty steps away?! i look funny. and i kinda scared my dad who was enjoying the peace and quiet of the night, half dozing off while reading the newspaper.
hmm. i hope no more flies in. or i am gonna die.
thank goodness, my dad was still awake to help me catch that HUGE cockroach that was flying around like some plane on display at national day parade. hm. maybe all those national day spirit is getting on it nerves. *dry laughs* not funny.
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Monday, August 01, 2005
i like this kinda pictures. hahaa. the cartoon character got BIG eyes and looks kawaii. hahaa..taken from deviantart by queen of dorks.
i love the website!
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shans 
